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Apr. 30th, 2004 @ 03:01 pm
1. Go into your LJ's archives.
2. Find your 23rd post (or closest to).
3. Find the fifth sentence (or closest to).
4. Post the text of the sentence in your blog along with these instructions.

My sentence:
i never saw anything, but he had a time.

.for now. Apr. 18th, 2004 @ 01:28 pm
For now I will say this:

I did not ask to be involved with the Beltaine thrown by the SPA. I have enough going on with the Beltaine that we are having. But I was asked, as were all the others, by another to participate.

To set some things straight:

*We are not driving an hour in to "cause problems."
*We are not driving an hour.
*I said nothing in the Cabin to either Lena or Robin.
*I am shocked to hear certain people refer to the Witches Ball that people worked on so hard as not being a "real Witches Ball."
*I am in no way coming to cause problems. I am teaching one class and then leaving to take care of things at our own Beltaine.
*If anyone has a problem with any of the statements here, feel free to post a comment in a civilized, adult manner.

./end

.a lesson in lying. Apr. 17th, 2004 @ 06:51 am
When one is attempting to tell a lie, it is best that one is not caught. Otherwise, one might end up looking foolish or one might, in another way, make an ass of oneself.
something for the emotions: Quite cheerful, I must confess

Mar. 2nd, 2004 @ 01:32 am
After all you put me through
You'd think I'd despise you
But in the end I want to thank you
Because you made me that much stronger


When I, thought I knew you
Thinking, that you were true
I guess I, I couldn't trust
Called your bluff, time is up
'Cause I've had enough
You were, there by my side
Always, down for the ride

But your, joy ride just came down in flames
'Cause your greed sold me out in shame, mmhmm

After all of the stealing and cheating
You probably think that I hold resentment for you
But, uh uh, oh no, you're wrong
'Cause if it wasn't for all that you tried to do
I wouldn't know just how capable I am to pull through
So I wanna say thank you


'Cause it makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
It makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter


Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter


Ohh, ohh, ohh, ohhhh, ohh-yeah ah uhhhuh

Never, saw it coming
All of, your backstabbing

Just so, you could cash in
On a good thing before I realized your game

I heard, you're going around
Playing the victim now
But don't, even begin
Feeling I'm the one to blame
'Cause you dug your own grave


After all of the fights and the lies
Yes you wanted to harm me but that won't work anymore
Uh, no more, oh no, it's over
'Cause if it wasn't for all of your torture
I wouldn't know how to be this way now, and never back down
So I wanna say thank you


'Cause it makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
It makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter


Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter


How could this man I thought I knew
Turn out to be unjust so cruel
Could only see the good in you
Pretended not to see the truth
You tried to hide your lies, disguise yourself
Through living in denial
But in the end you'll see
YOU-WON'T-STOP-ME


I am a fighter and I
I ain't gonna stop
There is no turning back
I've had enough

'Cause it makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
It makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter


Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter


thought i would forget, but i, i remember
i remember, i remember
thought i would forget, but i, i remember
i remember, i remember


'Cause it makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
It makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter


Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter

Feb. 18th, 2004 @ 01:59 pm
pettiness has brought us to this deciet.
Other entries
» .fallen.
we've a long awaited answer, to a long a painful fight.
» .and this is how we find our way.
See Harsh Fluffy Bunny words won't hurt you..

Nope, but they sure as hell hurt you.
» .for the continuing misuse of the word slander.
slan·der ( P ) Pronunciation Key (slndr)
n.
Law. Oral communication of false statements injurious to a person's reputation.

o·pin·ion ( P ) Pronunciation Key (-pnyn)
n.
A judgment or estimation of the merit of a person or thing.

It is not slander to state and opinion. It is also, NOT slander to write an opinion. That is libel.

Thank You.
» .all you say.
my god some people are complete and total assholes.
» .yeh yeh yeh yeh yeh.
I have the video for Texas' "In Demand" with Alan Rickman tangoing with the lead singer. It's soooooooooooooo yummy. Plus, the song is really catchy. Not so great on lyrics, but it definately has a beat, and you can dance to it.. if you have no shame.
» .newness.
new year, new day, new livejournal icons!






» .party time.
the party last night was really good. i'm really glad that lena, mitchell, glen, and john thought to stop by. they're good folk, and it was fun to hang out with them and get trashed with them and co.
» .something positive.
this new years was so strange. i spent it with people who at this time LAST year i would have NEVER considered friends. i drank. i DID NOT PUKE. i consoled. i felt motherly. i fondled. i was fondled. i found comfort in the arms of a stranger. i found peace in the eyes of a stripper. i learned tolerance. i learned compassion. i learned faith...

i learned beauty tonight. i'm progressing.

happy new year, everyone.
» .to those of you who are Carlins fans.
brace yourself. carlins burnt to the ground early this morning around 3:00, taking out the electricity from 16th street on.

Find this funny because according to MSUR Carlins was going to shut down. Me thinks me smells insurance scheme afoot...
» (No Subject)
fbbfb
Complete sincerity: You believe in being
straightforward with others, and you expect the
same from them. People would consider you a
good listener, and one who is calm and mostly
serious.


Which Characteristic From the Samurai Code Matches You Best? (You may find out your best trait)
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» .what has been and what can never be.
dave just left about an hour ago and i sit here wondering if i should put anything. i look at this thing nearly everyday, with or without something to say. but it doesn't really matter. i could fill it with everything in my day, every meal i've had, every adventure i've done--i could recall every hour on the hour what has happened, what has passed. it doesn't change things.

i hate this time of year. i love the snow, i like the cold, i like to sit with my cat in my bed and read or paint or write, but it doesn't matter. nothing does. in the grand scheme of things i'm a fleck of matter that will not exist in some years--great or small--i won't matter.

i can read everyone else's entry fifty times and in some time--great or small--they won't matter anymore. we don't matter. when the world is gone, when human's are finished, all we are are remnants of a species that created it's own end.

nothing matters.

i just want this holiday season shit to be over.
» blah
holiday season. blah.
blah blah blah blah blah.

i don't want to go home. i hate my family. mom doesn't get this concept of not coming home to hate your family. i shouldn't bitch too much though, i will get to see LOTR: Return of the King for free on Christmas Eve. It's not a bad bribe. Plus i'm going shopping to get clothes. So yay for me.
» .blessing you with every kiss.
blah. today has been pretty blah. dave and i watched a movie and then had group reading time, (i am so loving the Fifth Potter book) and then we went for a drive. nothing really new, just blah.

as morpheusnaptime would say, "blah blah blah"
» .would you like to take a survey.
Fill this out about me and post it in the comments.

1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
2. Am I loveable?
3. How long have you known me?
4. When and how did we first meet?
5. What was your first impression?
6. Do you still think that way about me now?
7. What do you think my weakness is?
8. Do you think I'll get married?
9. What makes me happy?
10. What makes me sad?
11. What reminds you of me?
12. If you could give me anything what would it be?
13. How well do you know me?
14. When's the last time you saw me?
15. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
16. Do you think I could kill someone?
17. Describe me in one word.
18. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
19. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
20. Are you going to put this on your livejournal and see what I say about you?
» .dies laughing.
i took "which christmas carol are you?" and it actually included pagans. how exciting.

Deck the Halls
You are 'Deck the Halls'! Let's be honest, it
isn't Christmas you are celebrating, is it? In
fact, you know full well that there were no
shepherds in the fields in December, and that
the date of Christmas was put at midwinter
specifically to coincide with the older
celebrations of Yule and the birth of Mithras.
An unashamed Pagan, you take great glee in the
number of carols referring to holly, evergreens
and Winter's end, and will sing them with
gusto. You know where they really came from.
And you do enjoy the seasonal celebrations,
regardless of their name... A merry Yule to
you!


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